The Lost

Through this journey, Christ has been laying a heavy burden on my heart for His lost peoples. He has plans for reaching their souls and healing their hearts and spirits. He wants us to be His vessel to carry His saving grace to them, and then we can look after their physical needs. As we act like Christ and reveal His character to them we can fill their bellies, give medical attention and fight against injustice. But first and most important is reaching their souls for Him. All the rest will happen automatically when we walk in Christ’s footsteps. After all, what good is a full belly, when it is still damned to Hell?

I see so much "want" all around me, America is full of wants that are disguised as needs…. and I include myself in this!! Our human nature is to provide better lives for ourselves: better food, better water, and better healthcare. But what about those who drink sewage-contaminated water, who don’t have the knowledge to try to boil it first because the world of germs and bacteria is completely unknown to them? Did you know that as little as $450.00 USD can build a well in a village that other wise has no access to clean water, supplying 200-500 people? How often do we step into the world of Costco, and spend half or even that full amount on convenience, fun, and bottled water? Every choice we make should be made in obedience to Christ, does what I am doing now Glorify Him, or make my life easier? Does it make we more valuable to the Kingdom of God or to the Kingdom of Man? Does it help me to make myself feel better at the expense of someone in need? I really am preaching to myself here, I need to hear this. As I walk through my day trying to walk following Christ, I find myself so often chasing rabbit trails of disobedience, looking after myself.

Walking out to milk my goats this past Friday, I was thanking God for blessing me with my goats, and telling Him how much I appreciated that He let me have this desire of my heart. And then He spoke to me, gently, saying…. I didn’t bless you with them. I have been searching, overwhelmed with the idea of how much I was going to be taking on going to school full time with Jason, while trying to homeschool our children, while trying to work Saturdays, while contemplating the possibility of having to find more part time work….. How many times have I blessed myself into more busy work for me or my family? God prompted me to place an add on Craig’s list advertising my goats. I asked Him to help me find a good family, and that whatever amount they were interested in from my dairy herd, I would sell. The fact that He was giving me the way out of my stored up treasures on earth has given me hope that even when we fail and act selfishly, He can redeem our actions when we confess our hearts to Him and ask for forgiveness. Monday morning I got a call from a family, and ended up parting with 2 of my does on Wednesday. I felt a surge of relief, even though we had a sad day, that I had followed God and said Yes when He showed me the way to peace. He has left me with one doe to milk, one that provides us with plenty of milk. For the time being I will hang on to her, but if God tells me to sell her, I will. He has also placed a bit of burden on my kids hearts, showing them that I can’t do it all on my own anymore. They have all stepped up and offered to help take over parts of our daily chores.  Their cheerful hearts are such a testimony of Christ in them.  

So, I am heading into all the storms ahead with Christ as my shield, my strength and my guide. I have to pray every day that Christ will accept my pitiful heart and help me to walk in obedience.

I do have a few prayers:

Dear Precious Father, please be with your children Barbara and Skeeter Wass. Barbara was admitted to the hospital two days ago and ended up having gall bladder surgery yesterday. I pray for her recovery, that her time in recovery will be spent clinging to you. Father, I pray for Your peace to wash over them, that all of this is in Your plan, and that somehow you will be Glorified through all of this.

Father I want to pray for my Sister, Tesha, you know her heart Father. Help her to hand over her pregnancy to You, Father, that her baby is on your sweet hands. Help her baby to turn, Father, so that she doesn’t have to have a C-Section. But Father, most of all, help her to also have your peace, that it’s all in your hands, and that no matter what happens You are in control. Help her to see you more clearly through all of this and use it to make Your Name Holy.

Father, please be with Jason. His unemployment is going to expire in the next few weeks and he will have to apply for an extension. Help the people in charge of making the decisions regarding his unemployment to have mercy on his case, and not see him returning to school as a reason to not grant his request for an extension. Help the heart of this wonderful man of You, to shine through to everyone he knows. And most of all, help us to have Your peace about the situation, that no matter what happens, You are holding all of it in your hands. And that You won’t give us more than we can handle. Help us to see the faint footsteps that we need to follow through this. Help us to make the hard decisions that need to me made. Help us to pass on Your peace to our children. Help us all to grow and learn as much from this as possible. Help us to walk in your grace and mercy, and lead us to your lost people.

You know my heart, Father. Help me to speak the words that need to be heard. Help me to take what you impress on me, and share it with Your grace. Help me to touch peoples hearts, and not their toes. Help me to keep searching for your heart in all things, and continue to break it so that it aches for nothing less than your will for my life.

-In Your Precious Name, Jesus, Amen.

Curried Lentils

I have some lentils here that I have been wanting to experiment with so I began with lentils and the required amount of water needed for cooking them.

Curried Lentils
1 Cup lentils, I used petit crimson lentils.
2 1/2 cups water
1/2 sea salt, add to taste

then I added about 1/8 cup  Nori seaweed, it's dried so I cut it with scissors into little pieces.
1/8 cup diced onion
1/2 tsp curry powder
1/8 tsp. ground pepper to taste

Cook all until lentils are done and make a consistency like split pea soup.

-You could experiment with various kinds of mushrooms, or other veggies too... maybe some spinach, or bokchoy...

Indian inspired Creamed Spinach

I was craving a little hint of Indian flavor in a dish today and happened to have some Spinach on hand that needed to be used so I came up with this inspired dish....

Indian Inspired Creamed Spinach

1/2 Cup onion, thinly sliced
3-5 cloves garlic, diced
6 Tbs. butter
4 Tbs. whole wheat flour
1 1/2 cups whole milk
1/2 tsp. turmeric
1/2 tsp. salt
1/8 tsp. ground pepper

1. Saute onion and garlic in butter for a few minutes. I add the garlic slightly after the onion so it doesn't burn.
2. Add the flour, salt, pepper and turmeric. Combine well and bring to a nice creamy and bubbling consistency.
3. Add milk. Stir and heat until thickened.
4. Add spinach and stir into creamy sauce until limp. Serve hot.

-You may want to double the sauce ingredients, and serve it over brown rice or rice noodles :P

School!!

At first I was completely against sticking around long enough for Jason and I to get through 4 years of school. When God so clearly told me "Go!" I really didn't think He meant "Go! But wait a while first!" I have to admit, I fought with God on this one because I didn't understand. I didn't see the value of waiting..... so long.......... It seemed like an eternity!

Towards the end of March, God brought me to a place of understanding in my prayer time with Him. He showed me why He wanted us to go to school first, and that His "Go" was what we needed to begin getting prepared to Go. I began looking into different schools and routes of study, mostly with Jason in mind. But that night of prayer, God told me that I needed to go with Jason, that the two of us were going to enter a journey of uncountable value, incomprehensible bounty, and unfathomable growth. He needed my there to be strength for my husband, who would be going through what I cannot understand. This was going to be hard on us, on our family but the weakness that we share will be brought to Glory in Christ who is our strength.

Now we are enrolled in our first class and over half way through. It's a Perspectives course and has been fantastic!! We are also enrolled in our first semester at Columbia Bible College in Abbotsford, B.C. Canada to study for the four year degree in Intercultural Studies. We have paid our tuition, and have a pledge from a family at our church to pay for our books. Jason picked out a backpack and some cool school supplies, as did the rest of the family. It will be an interesting ride having 6 of us in school this year from Kindergarten through College levels!

I can't wait to share our journey on this blog, I know I have been absent for a while now, but I will try to keep this updated! I continue to connect my past with my future in regards to how God uses every part of our lives to build our path. It is so exciting to see it all unfolding.

God's New path for us

Looking back to our last 13 years together, I can see God moving in our lives so many times. I see Him gradually enabling us to handle more and more responsibility. Our first house and then deciding to move to Washington being major turning points in our paths. I see moving to Washington as a tool to become more independent. We have become much more self reliant as a family, relying less and less on family and friends and more reliant on God and ourselves as his servants. Without that move, I think it would have been a lot harder to think about moving to a different country. But now, knowing what it takes to be away from my family for years at a time, I can see that God knew we would be up to the task, if we were just prepared a little at a time. I think that we originally were hoping that our move up here would be a move to retirement. A place we would stay at and build over the many years to come. A place for our grandbabies to visit. But now, I feel myself being ejected slowly. Not from the relationships that we are developing here, but from the land itself, the place. The relationships I know we will continue to have for the coming years as a strength and binding cord through our adventures.

I see God placing us at Fourth Corner. We learned many things going there, and have made many friends that we still manage to keep in contact with. We went through painful decisions there, ones that had to be made. Then once that was done, He moved us to Faith for a time. There we were engaged in the Awana program, as well as meeting a few really good friends. There was when I really began to ponder and feel God’s call for us into the Missionary field.

Then he brought us to Birch Bay Bible Community Church. We have been privileged enough to help in the creation of an Awana program here. We see more and more new families attending Sunday services that began as Awana families. It is feeding the appetites of the kids who want to learn more about God and Christ and how to live their lives.  

Jason has grown so much through the past few years. By leaps and bounds, God has been enabling him for positions on the elder board, as Awana commander, and as a Sunday School leader. 

He has also stretched me beyond my comfort zone to show me that I have gifts and skills that He can use if I just pay attention. I have taken a few excellent bible studies over the past year that have really engaged me and made me understand things more clearly. I have grown so much through them that I am truly in awe of it all. 

He continues to place people into our lives that will be great resources as we begin this new journey. Beginning a new care group in September, it was not long before God brought Barbera and Skeeter Wass into our lives. He placed them very specifically in our care group, as well as the Awana ministry, Ladies Bible Study small groups, Orchestra and even knitting. They are an amazing couple, who I feel so blessed to know. I don’t see their placement into our circles as an accident. I have had a few people tell me that I very much remind them of Chris Davis. What a compliment that was!! I have admired Chris’s courage and strength from the moment I met her.

Lastly, I went to church this last Sunday with anticipation. I just KNEW that God was going to speak into our lives that day. I did not know that we were having a guest speaker. I don’t really pay much attention to those details. As long as someone is speaking, I am good! What he had to say was amazing. He spoke of being a “Mish” kid, growing up in Africa. He talked about mission work that is right here in our community. And then he talked more on mission work that is happening around the world. He told us at the very end, that some are responding by remaining in Jerusalem, many of you, and that is commendable. But some of you, some of you young people here, maybe just may be called to go to the ends of the earth. Some of you, not all, but there maybe one this morning that is listening to my voice, and just maybe God, the Holy Spirit is saying to that individual, I will serve the Lord, hopefully to the ends of the Earth. That was it. I came, expectantly, knowing that God would speak to me. And He did! I felt like the Holy Spirit was holding my heart, it was profound. I knew the message was for us and that God was asking us to Go, to get ready to serve him to the ends of the Earth. I still don’t know where that will be, or even when. But that will be revealed in God’s time. We must wait patiently for the pieces to fall into place. Patience is SO hard for me, but there is no rushing God.

February 18th, 2011

The day Jason lost his job..... A shake from God to get our attention, and a turning in our path. God says ready, set, Go!